what do you say.if some one says god bless to you, but your not religous/dont really believe in god.
it was awkward today
i said thanks
i forgot how much i liked the postal service
and
how calm they are
its refreshing
have you ever thought about boys and girls
like
when did boys go from having cooties to being cute
or from being cute to wanting to be with them
or from kissing being a big deal
to fun
but
i guess it doesnt happen all at once
i was thinking about it today
and when all of that stuff changed
time is weird
speaking of time
thats another thing i was "contemplating" about today
more like about wasting time
because today is 11/11 and idk i was like this is going to be the only 11:11pm on 11/11 in 2006
but
then again
every second
of
every day
is the only one
idk if that made sense
its sorta hard to explain
like once we've used time
we can never get it back
ever
then time brought me to memories
freshman year to be exact
how i've changed since then
i remember how my mom would freak out when we were going to see family downsouth
because she wanted me to wear lighter colors
or something besides black
and
she said i needed to wear something besides band shirts
and
how my friends said i wore to much eyeliner
idk
now most of my band tshirts hide in my closet..because i dont listen to those bands anymore
well
except for one
which hangs on my wall..posted up there by tacks
newww subject
kind of
i remember awhile ago
when i would go on these really long "rants" as shermane calls them
about random things
yea..one of those kinda got me in trouble : x
umm im failing school kinda
tonight i was talking to neal
and i told him i was going to fail at life
and
that i would live on my parents couch eating spaghettios and playing nintendo for the rest of my life
i asked him to join me
he said mom and dad would kick me out
i was surprised
i thought he would say something
..along the lines
"nintendo!? you buttface xbox live is soooooooo the new nintendo"
but not he didnt
i responded by the way
that i would go find someone elses couch
then we came to an agreement
we shall live on our grandmas couch
and tell her we love her
ok so
last night
after dance
i was just about to turn onto my street
and this song came on
i had heard it before
but
i didnt know what it was called
or
who it was by
but
it was amazing
i knew all the words
but
it was like i was hearing it for the first time
its like i've listened to it, but never REALLY listened to it
so i sat in my car outside my garage
for a couple minutes waiting for it to finish
*sigh*
you know that saying
"like white on rice" or whatever that is
what about brown rice?
idk im bored
nutcrackers in less then a month
boo.
i get to embarass myself
i like how everyone has really pretty tutus
and then theres me
in pants
gotta love doing the russian part
nichels coming next weekend
yay
something to look forward to
she's staying at my house
supposably
i like how i found out today, and right after she told me
she said we have to go to pel menis
no matter what
and more then once
a;lsdkjf addictions
i have more to say
but im not going to
because
im ..uh lazy?
actually no i just dont want to
remember: tonight 11:11
wish time
..im prbly the only person who does that
but oh well
night <3
